Lazy day...

Don't feel like studying today, since test finished yesterday, right?? Hopefully can pass it, I don't wan2 retake it when I go Monash...Anyway, the project SHOULD contribute a lot of marks...lazy 2 study d..no mood!!
Actually, I planned to study moral today(lolz....) but instead end up to friendster and look at ppl's photos...haha, that's so so satisfying...but I wanted him to upload his recent photos, but that was such a long long long time since he last upload..so sien looking at the same photos again n again..

I saw pm photos in kk, she went hiking, so syok..Suddenly thought of my secondary school days, when I was in the Girl Guides...Camping, gatherings, hiking, and all stuff of activities were the times that I enjoyed most...NOW, I feel like going hiking, a gathering, or even just a holiday, just to get away from all these stress that is suffocating me..I wonder how I managed my time when I was f4 & f5..I can manage my studies, guides activities, tuition, piano etc all at the same time, but now???... Such a failure now!!

Anyway, going back Ipoh soon, then I wont feel so stress d...instead of binging into food for satisfaction, I can release my stress, tension, dissatisfaction, anger, disappointment etc feelings through my piano....

I think I really really need a break....

Trials

Friday, 24/04/08

Trials finished d.. but don't really feel happy.though the test is over, but I still thinking of how damn bad I did in the test, esp for econs!!
I studied that the most, but just dunno for what reason, it really SUCKS!! when I looked at the 1st ques....and I really didn't study that (maybe I did flipped through that page), But I don't really remember at all..At that moment, I feel so discouraged to do the paper..I feel like my memory all gone!! Throughout the test, I just having negative thoughts that I am going to fail that...And since the last topic test for econs, I feel myself really don't understand it..I was really really disappointed with myself since econs is the highest marks among all my 5 subjects last sem..Yupe, it WAS last sem... It is really different now!!

Programming also SUCKS a lot!!Btw, I really gave up that d...

Feel like lost hope in my coming finals...

Am I going to get the results that I wanted??I dare not dream at all......