Heart breaking

I am having insomnia last night.

I found out he is currently in a relationship, the girl seems to love him very much. She is willing to sacrifice anything just for him. I don't know whether this is true or just a disguise.

How he feels towards the girl? If he acknowledges the relationship, does it means that he loves her too? But that is just less than a month. How much does he loves her?

I know I should be happy since he is happy with what he is currently doing. I know he is too good for me and I shouldn't ever thinking of to be with him.

However, I still miss him. I know I had to let go. Yes, I have told myself to move on, and I am still in the process of moving on. I have to be strong. I know I have to accept this since I did not have the courage previously, and I had missed the good times, the should-have happy moments with him.

Anyway, regretting is no longer applicable.

Now, right at this moment, I really hope he is happy.

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Ok, stop remembering sad things. Well, I reached the target that I had set yesterday. Yes, I made a few new friends. Although not very close yet, but I know that is a good starting.

People here are so 'geng'. Having people from different background, different experience, different exposure etc. Such a variety. I know I have to work much harder, to gain something more, to have valuable experience, to enrich myself, to equip myself with much knowledge like them.

This is a brand new starting of another journey in my life. Yupe, I gonna do that.

I must believe that I can.

I must do the 1 promise that I had promised myself this morning, but unfortunately I am not going to reveal it here...hehe..since this is my secret. ( Don't be hoping that I am going to reveal secret here, right?)

Yes, 'Just Do It'.