What am I doing right now??

I don’t know whether is it the right choice for me to be with u, but definitely I ENJOYED (that’s past tense, ok) the times we WERE together.

I don’t like the way u treat me now. I feel abandoned.. U never care me, u just think I am ur toy , maybe…

Why dating can be so happy for other people but not me?? I wonder is there something wrong with me, or u, perhaps it’s our problem

I don’t know whether should I break up with u?? Can u tell me the answer? Do u wan2 break up? Do u still love me? Do u still care me? I mean will u care me, since u never care me at all…. Maybe u r fed up of me, or there is another girl or girls that interest u more than I do…

Its almost 2 weeks that we never sms each other, never talk to each other.. I really miss u.. Do u miss me?? Maybe I am asking something that I know the answer is U NEVER MISS ME..

Well, and just only I realised, I didnt post anything here since the day I date with u. Perhaps, they weren't sweet memories between us OR perhaps, u r not the one that makes me feel so in love that I would like to share OUR love with others.

U r not romantic, not caring, not lovely, not my man.. NEVER in the past nor in the future!!

Anyway, neither did u post anything about me in ur blog, so,

"ITS FINE".