人生如戏，戏如人生--> Life is like a movie

Just substitute the remote control with laptop,
and instead of BudLight, I prefer chocolate^.^

OMG, abandoned this blog for more than a month...Sorry ivy, just feel too lazy to update though there are happenings around me, and new thoughts in my mind..Well, sometimes I just cant get through the laziness. Will try to be more consistent@.@

Many happenings recently, different kind of feelings at all times...
Both pleasant & unpleasant..Wondering why they dont have the 'tag' thingy as in facebook?? Then I can tag my feelings right now...

Shocked
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Worried
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Happy yet uncertain
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Exhausted
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Slacking
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Confused
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Lonely

Shocked to hear the terrifying news about Irene. All I can do is to pray hard for her, hope she can get through this serious illness. The only thing I can say is "Life is unpredictable".

Worried about my exam as I am doing stuff too last minute... But thank god, 3 down, 1 to go. And that's it for this sem. Well, I never ever study so last minute for exam...And wondering since when I start to slack. And why things can be so so so complicated??? Why things are getting more and more complicated, confusing as we grow?? Is this the way we should mature??

Exhausted with the happenings around me. Problems here n there. Friends, family, myself, my future as in short term and long term. Haizzzz... Don't feel like thinking it, but can I?? Do I have the choice to avoid?? NOOOOOOO!!!!!! I have to think about it sooner or later

And I am worried. Can I organise the photo shooting contest and make it a success?? And everything have to be settled by February next year?? Can I do it?? This is the major concern. I have no idea how to do it. I am worried whether can I achieve others expectation. I am totally out of my mind in getting sponsorship. I have been doing this since few months ago, and no outcome, no result, no progress. No even a single sponsorship.
Why people can do, but I cant?? Am I just underestimating myself, or am I actually overestimating myself that I am able to be the organising chairperson for this event. But think twice, why she can make "..." a success, but I can't even do a photo shooting contest? Am I going to lose to her again?? I DON'T WANT!!

Just being too exhausted with everything around me..

But wait a minute,

There is at least one pleasant happening..

I got an offer for internship in Ernst & Young for approximately 3 months during my summer break. It was quite fast as I got a call from EY after about a week I rejected the admin job in Deloitte. It is quite unexpected to receive a call that fast as it is difficult to get a job in the current economy situation..

Well, blessed me.. Have a good working experince in EY. Though I know auditing work is tough, torture, sleepness night etccccc... Anyway, I am prepared for the challenge!!!

"BE PREPARED"
~Guide motto~

EY!! I am coming to learn soon^.^