Although this 1 week break is short but it is relaxing, I love short break. It is the only time I can rejuvenate and re-charge my battery, but happy times is often short..
Holiday is fun. I love holidays. Holiday is the time for more movies, dramas, piano (can play more nice songs in a relaxing mood), food (I mean nice food)...maybe some people would wonder do I eat only during the holidays??
Of course not la.....food is NECESSITY!!! but during holidays, food seems to be tastier...haha...
Last week, after the trials, we went Gasoline for lunch, the food quite ok...but dinner is much more 'unexpected'...How unexpected it would be??HAhaaa....I never see such a long roti tisu before...
See??..This is the longest roti tisu that I had ever seen b4.. The roti tisu is so 'huge' that my friends n I thought we can't finish it, but our appetite are so good!! We managed to finish it!!! I feel myself so 'geng'...lolz....
Suddenly I start to think, what if I eat as such the way I did during the holidays, how will I look?? Definitely I will expand horizontally. How can I fit in my clothes, how can I achieve my new year resolution to become slimmer this year??? It seems like my new year resolution 4 every year will be the same and I can't achieve it..I am not so determine in pushing myself to do the things that I wanna achieve...
Last night, I saw him in my dream. That was the first time I saw him in my dream. Never before..And I still can remember the dream. Usually, I tend to forget what I dreamed, but the dream last night is still fresh in my memory. Maybe I never see him for some time, although it is not a very long time, but for me, it seems like I never see him for a few years already..
I refuse to wake up after the dream. I flash back the first day I saw him, I have kind of feel towards him when I saw him at first sight. I believe in love at first sight. He's the type that I like, but fate just don't pull us together. He is so near yet so far...He can be standing in front of me, or sitting next to me, but I can feel the distance between us is thousand n thousand miles away. Haiz...
Stop dreaming,...pls wake up!! My life has to go on with or without him..I still have such a long way in my life, I can't be hesitating to move on in life because of him, I have to be tough to move on in my life..I want to achieve my personal growth!!! I have to sit for finals in 2 weeks time, I have to work hard!! I can't be dreaming about him all the time!!
Yes!! move on in life and achieve your personal growth!!!
Tomorrow is a new beginning. Look at present n future, don't got stuck in the past!!

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