No mood

I am watching my favourite Hong Kong drama, but I feel I am not concentrating on it. Watching tv is my favourite past time but now it seems so boring.

I have been watching tv, eating and eating and eating, sleeping extremely long hours this holidays. I feel like I am so much of wasting my time. Why cant I do something beneficial these days? The only time I dont feel like wasting my time is playing the piano. Other time justed wasted, letting it pass. So stupid.

Feel like I am craping now. Coz no mood doing anything. Even feeling my favourite chocolate tasteless.

Should I go on diet? This holiday makes me grow fat, I mean fatter and fatter. How to wear that dress to prom ah?

My pimples are popping out uncontrollably. Definitely. Eating groundnuts, ice cream, chocolate, biscuits, tom yum, curry, non stop. No point regretting.

I remember the vow. It is working. But I just ignore it. It is not the first time. STUPID!!How dare u ignore it?
See the consequences.

How my uni life going 2 be?

Can I get HKU scholarship? I might go there if I get it. Less burden 4 d family.

I am really typing nonsense.

So lame.