Should I blame myself?

MUFY result is out. It is much lesser that what I expect. I am only satisfy with Econs results. I know the only person that I can blame is myself.

Did I not work hard?
Yes, I did. but it just turn out unsatisfying.

Did I study the wrong way?
I dunno.

Can I survive in MOnash?
Hopefully yes.

Is my time management good?
I don't think so. If not, why the results sucks?

Can I stop blaming?
NO.

What should I do?
Push myself harder.

Ok, I know I have to plan myself a really good timetable before entering uni. I cant be so poor in results. I must do something. I cant waste my time. I must must must push myself harder. I cannot be lenient to myself. If not, I'll getting worse.

I am disappointing myself and my parents. When can I be on the peak? Why am I always stuck halfway? Why am I so pessimists when I tell others to be optimistic?

Do something!!