Posting nonsense again

I can't concentrate on anything now. I started to think unnecessary things starting from this morning. Sometime which is irrelevant at all to my studies. I thought of something that I told myself I wont let it happen at all after that incident. But, my mind just want to think about that. So confused. I know I don't like 'it', but I still want 'it' if no choice. What do I want?? I don't know.

Today during lunch, I am a little moody. However, after I saw him, I feel extremely different until I saw him the second time during lunch, where he is also with her. I don't know why I will feel that way but that's what I feel. I think both of them match, but I just feel kinda weird. Weird, weird and weird.....

Just cant concentrate, focus, think and do my work. Come on, assignments, tests, revisions.........

What am i trying to do right now?

I don't have the right to know so much.

Is that what you want to say? I think, perhaps, maybe it is true. Or there is also high chance I think too much. Maybe they are just normal friends or working partner. Why I want to know so much. I didn't even talk to him more than 10 sentence. But, his eyes tell me something that I think I might be correct.

No idea at all.

Who knows.

Although everytime my intuition is correct, but I will just let go of chance.

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And something which makes me frustrated is the increase in price of rental.


Increase AGAIN? The price has just gone up this year and it gonna increase again.

Terrible lion. So greedy. Never thought of us poor students but only thinking of maximising your own profit. I know firms aim to maximise profit. But, since the company has earn so much, cant the company just bear more and let us students feel less burden???

Huh??

Why recently my life is so miserable?

I feel myself so wasteful, waste a lot of my money, time, energy and always complain no time no time, but do irrelevant stuff also..

Why? I want to change but cant.

I want to fulfil that wish which I pray since form 4, but till now still unsuccessful. Or did I let go the opportunity?

So damn stupid!!

And I put so much effort on the accounting assignment and get so little marks out of it.

DISAPPOINTED!!!